dear me...
things aren't as hard as you are making them seem. you see him and talk to him enough to know that he loves you beyond explanation. you are so lucky to have him...to have found love.
kick your parents asses come spring time. tell them they are crazy wrong and need to trust you. quit being scared of them and their opinion. just because they have your life planned out for you doesn't mean they know what's best for you. you are intelligent and know what is best. follow your fucking heart. seriously, where would you be if you didn't? lost and pissed.
just be happy now. things are going well.
be nicer to people. well, nevermind, don't. how much fun would life be if you just acted nice and didn't get to make fun of them all the time?
laugh more.
do more stupid things to make yourself laugh. fuck the kids around you who give you those funny looks.
study more. there tends to be a trend with studying more, but shit, you could have a 4.0 if you studied more. you want to learn, right? well, damnit, get off your ass and read more.
don't get a job. things are alright now that you don't have one. you have enough money to last you until at least march...until then...well, you're fucked.
enjoy your time with your friends and family during break. they have made you what you are...and you know they mean the world to you. good times will occur.
shit, she's been your friend for quite some time. she lies...to you now. it's catching up. call her on it. kick her ass...not really, but seriously, don't let her get the best of you. friends don't lie...friends try to stay in touch...friends shouldn't be such fuckheads. you saw this coming, just bring it up.
hang out with your sisters. they look up to you so much. take them out for ice cream or something like that. they like you.
me, you are a pretty hip person as far as i'm concerned. just don't let situations get the best of you. remember what is important and take care of yourself.
love,
me.
[ December 03, 2003, 10:37 PM: Message edited by: fancymeghan ]
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