BDH,
Quit trying to please others so much. You run your mouth at times and dig yourself in a hole then try to climb out, and admit it your fucking tired. Start making decisions for yourself, you know your unhappy with something but you think of the other people involved instead of seeking what it is that makes you unhappy.
Realize what you have in front of you is great, yeah to let go of 4 years is nearly impossible. Realize that it really is the healthy thing to do, and be there for her like you always have. She'll always mean more than you can possibly put into words, but sometimes things weren't meant to be and the sooner you realize that the better. To the girl that is in your life now, get to know her and treat her right, your normally good about that just don't fuck it up by jealousy of another.
Work fucking harder at school, sure religion classes really kill you and they are a pain in the ass but if your serious about dental school then act like it. You can't let those hold you back from having a good GPA.
Control your hornyiness, everyone knows your like a god damn jack rabbit but sometimes you need to realize it's not the time nor the place.
Why do you have to turn small stories and turn them into something stretched when the small story is already pretty cool in itself, quit being acting like a two year old about that stuff.
Quit making decisions against your morals, yeah it may be fun at the time but look at the end you always regret it, you've improved as of late keep that up.
Be there for your friends and be able to admit when you fuck up, God knows they need you at times.
Work harder at tennis, you know you have the potential and talent right now, if you put half the effort into that, that you do with relationships you'd achieve the dream to play D-1 tennis and it could become a reality.
Sincerely,
BDH
[ December 04, 2003, 02:30 PM: Message edited by: BigDongedHoe ]
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