I just talked to her on the phone about coming down this weekend...I guess she's coming down late on friday night and leaving sat. night because otherwise they'd have to leave at 7:00 am on sunday morning...the logic here is really difficult to understand, anyways, i'll be gone pretty much all day saturday at purdue, and by the time i get back i'm sure they'll be gone...none of this is really relevant I suppose but I guess i'm stalling before saying that...i guess i'm afraid to ask her whats up? The more and more I look into it (which isnt good in the first place) and from our convo we just had it just doesnt seem like she's interested...rather she wants more good guy friends. Which isnt really what I want and if I do that i'll only be torturing myself...but i've been doing it for 2 years anyways...blahh i dont know.
P.S. In hindsight, I probably should have put this in Confessional/Advice forum, but the original post was more of a rant I think...just in case anybody was wondering
[ September 28, 2004, 12:15 AM: Message edited by: Mr. Blonde ]
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