Let me just say... the viewing and the funeral were both terrible... I have never felt so overwhelmed with sadness in my life. Tiff and Taylor had way to much makeup on and it kind of bothered me just because Tiffaneč and Taylor never wore makeup. The funeral is what hit me the hardest... I couldn't even control myself... My friend came over last night to see if I wanted to go to the Oasis, I was asleep because I was exhausted after only getting 30 minutes of sleep Tuesday night, and she explained to my mom how I reacted at the funeral and she said "She sobbed and sobbed I had to hold her because she went hysterical." I never realized how bad it was going to hurt. If anyone out there needs someone to talk to, I am still here to talk to because it helps me to get my feelings out.
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