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Originally posted by Mars Man:
Sarge, you know you want help!
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You know what Mars Man your right, I do need help, I can take it anymore. I find myself looking for trouble every where i go. I dont know what to do, this morning I walked across the street without even looking, when the guy honked his horn at me and called me an asshole I ran to his door and tried to pull him out of the car. Im losing it & cant control myself. I cry every day uncontrollably and you guys are right, I did lie about the whole sister thing. Last friday night I sat in my bath tub with a bottle of vodka and a utility knife. I almost did it until jen came home and called the police. I spent the weekend in detox. I dont know what to do.