Rla, trust me, dating is fucked up more than some street whore one 1/2 off night!
I repeatedly got my heart broken by the same guy 4 times. I cryed every night for a month when he broke up with me the first time. We hung out all the time, we always talked, and about everything.
Then one night he just felt the need to rip my life to shreads.
I fell fo him the second time, believed when we told me he loved me, and then a while later, got crushed again, and you get the picture.
I became so attached that every time we broke up I did stupid stuff, thinking I could forget about him, and nothing worked. I have scars from trying to blame myself for all of it.
It's been almost 2 months since we broke up last , and I've gotten luck and found someone who won't lie to me, and that I can be happy with.
SO yeah, it will be hard and take time, but with sad music(never stoped playing) and good friends(I didnt have then) you'll move on!Hopefully sooner than later
HANG IN THERE KIDDO!
[ October 19, 2003, 09:59 PM: Message edited by: silver and cold ]
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