Alright, so. For those of you who don't know, after I graduated college and my lease ran up this summer in Muncie, I moved to Indy's northside with a buddy of mine, and next month on the 17th we are going to Sydney, Australia to live and work for 4 months. Can't start my career yet, because i'm leaving so soon, so in the meantime until I leave, I'm a Camel field rep most nights, which means i go out to bars and pass out free cigarettes, and I work days and some nights at the Cheeseburger in Paradise restaurant in Fishers.
Cheeseburger in Paradise is where this little story kinda begins; I started working there a few weeks ago. There is this girl there who I thought was cute, yada yada, we hung out a bit, and now we could kind of be considered pseudo-"dating". I've spent the night over there like probably 7 or 8 nights at least out of the past 2 weeks; maybe more. I don't keep count.
However, we have really done pretty much nothing besides make out and cuddle, which is fucking lame, because i'm putting lots of time and effort into this. She's refused my advances quite a few times, and I don't know why, because she really, really, really likes me, as is apparent from her texts, calls, and just general demeanor when i'm hanging out with her.
Now, when I first met her, one of the main things I liked about her was that she acted like she didn't give a shit about me. It was like a cat and mouse game; everyone loves the chase. At least I love it; unfortunately, that dropped pretty much after the second night we spent together. So last night at when I was doing some work, i was just thinking to myself; "Blonde, what the fuck are you doing with this chick? You're 22 years old, pretty much at the height of your sexual prime, wasting your time on some chick that you don't even REALLY like anymore, who isn't giving ANYTHING up? Not even like, genital to hand contact?" This is bullshit. I think if she would have played her cards right and given me SOMETHING like a week or so ago when I was still all about her, things would be different, but right now, I kinda resent her for all this rejection bullshit, because there's really no reason for it, except for (at least this is what i think) her plan is to hold out on me forever, because she likes me a lot, and doesn't want to give anything up/playing some bullshit game where she's going to sleep with me or whatever right before I leave for Australia, and try to put a mind-fuck on me to keep me loyal to her or whatever during my 4 month excursion. That sounds exactly like the manipulative bullshit some ho would pull.
Let me tell you this: All I really wanted out of this is sex, so if that is indeed her plan, it's not going to work.
That's not all of my little pickle, however. See this other girl from the restaurant, who has been on vacation for the past 2 weeks, so I haven't met/worked with her yet, just got back and worked for the first time yesterday. This chick looks a LOT like Jamie Lynn Discala:
...and has a great body. The first girl, who we will refer to as "Girl A", has a ...
decent body, but it could be taken care of better, and there's nothing that pisses me off more than a girl not taking care of her body, especially if she has potential to have a great one.
So, I worked with Girl B last night, and there is definitely chemistry there. We were eye-fucking the shit out of each other all night, and flirting all night as well. I texted her after work and the flirting continued. I have some hardcore sexual repression right now and this chick is definitely who i want to take it out on.
Here comes another problem; Not only do all 3 of us work together, and half of the staff already thinks me and Girl A are somewhat of an Item, but apparently these two girls used to live together, went through some drama, and now like....Girl A hates girl B but girl B still wishes Girl A would be the best friend that she used to be.
Whew.
So, today, I told Girl B that during her vacation, i was kinda hanging out with Girl A, but it's really not working out, and although at first she pulled the "well i don't want to hurt her she's my friend blah blah.....it only took a bit of convincing to bring her back into being interested.
So that's basically where I stand. Girl A is blindly attracted to me and kind of thinks she has me, although with no sexual contact whatsoever she couldn't be further from the truth, but it just sucks because she's a really nice girl and while i don't want to hurt her feelings, if I don't get laid soon i'm probably going to kill an elderly woman. Girl B would be a FREAK and I'm pretty sure I could pull it off somewhat soon because of the chemistry, and I've never cheated on anyone in my life, and even though girl A and I aren't officially antyhing, i'm not going to lie, the taboo of this situation is kind of a turn-on.
So, I have a month left to do with what i please with these girls. I don't even think I want to have anything to do with Girl A anymore, aside from getting drunk with her and fucking around, but besides that, I think i'd be fine if I never talked to her again. Except she kinda has a movie that I rented from Blockbuster at her Apt.
I haven't known girl B that long at all, but I already know i want to hit that shit till next sunday. I really think i'm going to pursue it. It's just gonna be hard to pull off and i'm probaby going to hurt someone's feelings and make some enemies.
For anyone that actually read through all of this, first of all thanks, second of all, any thoughts?