Its funny you say that Fruit. I didn't believe for years because of exactly what you said. Why would God create us if if he knew we were pre-destined to mess it up? Another one is if God already knows whether or not we are going to accept him as our savior why does he continuously knock on the door of hearts to accept him?
In my Christian walk right now I constantly think about God's plan for me vs. my own free will. God granted us with free will which explains why Adam and Even ate from the tree. What I fight is where do I draw the line between my desires and what he desires for me. As you grow in faith and all of these arguments and things that held you back seemingly disappear. I don't worry about the question you pose anymore and I did for many years (10+). There are questions that will never be answered and thats where faith comes into play. The day I enter the Kingdom of Heaven and have the chance to speak with God I'm sure one of the questions (of many) I'll ask is exactly what you just brought up.
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