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Percipere'Chan · 12-16-2003, 05:02 AM

Percipere’Chan-
You knew it was coming. Did what you could to fan the flames. I guess you thought you really needed to test yourself. Do you know what you think you know? Or are you just full of shit? So tonight you all duked it out. Got together, let your tempers flare, cooled them down, talked rationally, appealed to something beyond reason, and searched for truth. Yeah, so you’ve realized you’re an arrogant son of a bitch. And while you're harboring all these ideas of how you *think* the world needs to change, you loose sight of living the life you have. I can tell you how to make up for being such an arrogant bastard though. Keep what you’ve learned tonight with you for a very long time to come. Remember. There’s plenty enough that you don’t know. Lighten up. If you can do something about it, do it. If you can’t, let it go. While you try to do good, keep in mind that there are some things that you’ll just be wrong about, no matter how hard you try to understand. Don't let it get to you. Because the important thing, is to make sure that you enjoy what you have...

-yourself

Combat Chuck · 12-24-2003, 02:30 AM

Combat.

You've been trying to get yourself to write this for awhile, but you never feel as if you get it all, or get it all right. Stop trying....and just do.

Stop saying "I'm going to" and do. There are so many things that you are capable of, but your will to do them isn't as strong. Don't ride upon what you feel like doing at the time. Get things accomplished, for when you look back, you're going to see something that fills you with pride, not regret.

And make sure that when you do do those things, do them to the best of your abilities. You can't ride on talent for the rest of your life. Expound upon your abilities. Better yourself. Spend more time training. Spend more time making sure that you are sure of yourself.

Prepare. Don't walk into something feeling as if you could do better. There's no time to look back after that.

Thanks for cherishing your family. It's okay to miss them. And as much as you may wonder, your parents really do mean the world to you. So do your siblings. The world is a better place because they exist. Let them know that.

Gain control. Control over your mouth, your mannerisms, your mind. Then maybe you'll feel as if you know what you're doing once in a while.

You know what? You're going to be 20 years old? Do you feel like it? No. In fact, you feel younger than most of your peers. Age has nothing to do with it. Maturity does. Grow up a little. It doesn't pay to be haphazardly joking around most of the time. You do have a serious side. But most of all, show your maturation in the decisions that you make. Don't come off as the one who isn't dependable. You do have responsibility, now shoulder it and for once in your life, maybe you'll be looked up to.

You aren't a dim bulb, but there is so much out in the world that you don't know. Work on that. And don't learn more about comics. Or movies. Or music. Learn more about something you wish you knew.

Take advice to heart. Use criticsm to your advantage. But don't feel as if you need to adjust your life around other people's suggestions all the time. Trust yourself as well.

Stop feeling as though you need to be acknowledged, or the center of attention. It's nice to step back and fade out sometimes.

Stop examining and tearing apart the little things. It's not worth it. When you examine, you come to conclusions that never even existed in the first place.

Care more. Don't use the phrase "I Don't Care" when you do care.

Alright, well, I know you'll agree with me. You're a hypocrite. You really do believe in the Lord, but.....does it show? Nope. Fix it. I know you find it hard because it's much much easier to just let it all slide, but the thing is, you never ever know when you're gonna die, and the consequences of death are far greater than someone thinking less of you. Clean it up bud. Clean it up.

Never be ashamed of who you are, or where you have come from. You certainly don't live the lifestyle that you want, but what you have is still more than others. Don't be embarrassed about your house, or your clothes, or the fact that you don't feel as privileged as other people. In the long run, those things don't matter at all.

Stop feeling as inadequate as you do sometimes.

Make sure you say "I'm going make it better" more than you say "It's not good enough".

You can't be good at everything. And things can't come easy all the time. This goes in concordance with your whole "hone the skills thing".

Most of all, be as honest and trustworthy of a person that you can be. Be dependable. Be as good of a friend as your friends are to you.

You really are a neat kid.

Signed,
Chuck

[ December 23, 2003, 11:55 PM: Message edited by: Combat Chuck ]

Percipere'Chan · 12-30-2003, 02:37 AM

p'Chan-

By sheer force of will, doubt less.

Let go your ego. Say "Yes", not "How?". ie- ask not for 'whom the bell tolls'. remember? "it tolls for thee". Your head will feel much better after you stop running into that brick wall.

Remember why you're here to begin with. Dare to: Ask Her Out, Be Yourself, and Pursue Your Dreams.

And although you're a bigger TOOL than anyone you know... Don't beat yourself up over it. There are always plenty of much more qualified people around willing to do that for you. Let them. and Face it like a Man. There's no faster or more solid way toward maturity.

and,

LIGHTEN THE FUCK UP. Or your entire life will pass you by.

-yourself.

Titan · 12-30-2003, 04:16 PM

Blah-

Blah blah blah.

Blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah.

BLAH BLAH!

...blah... blah blah blah... bllaaaaah.
...Blah!

Blah!

Blah blah, blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah; blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah, blah, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

-Blah

Combat Chuck · 12-31-2003, 03:58 AM

Titan --

The jokes old. Keep it going.

-- Chuck

Titan · 12-31-2003, 06:12 AM

Blah --

Blah blahs blah. Blah blah blahing.

-- Blah

Combat Chuck · 01-02-2004, 04:29 AM

Thankee.

Titan · 01-02-2004, 08:02 AM

Blahee.

StabMaster Arson · 01-03-2004, 04:35 AM

Titan is deteriorating into a rubber ducky-like state.
His posts may be pointless, but at least they're annoying.

Titan · 01-03-2004, 07:25 AM

Blah blah blahing blah blah blah blahy-blah blah.
Blah blahs blah blah blahless, blah blah blah blah're blahing.

Mr. Blonde · 07-11-2006, 12:47 AM

I miss this nubblies.

Ironic Mustache · 07-11-2006, 11:30 AM

I didn't read through the entire 4 pages, but did pliedes really make that post without any ridicule? I mean seriously.

"You're a romantic. Not hopeless, as there is hope for you,"

Where I come from, that's like asking for an Adida to be stuffed in your port hole with extreme prejudice.

Dear Ironic Mustache:

Whattup playa? Hows work man? Sweet. So what's up for tonight? Bitches, 40s' and if the mood strikes us, perhaps a little agrivated assault. Excellent, the standard tuesday. You're so money Ironice Mustache. You're so money and you don't even know it. Luckily everyone else is here to remind you. Well I'll let you get back to work. Make that money mustache, but don't let the money make you.

IM

Repugnant Abomination · 07-13-2006, 12:18 AM

This is SO gay! Lmao!!

Ironic Mustache · 07-13-2006, 11:12 AM

I'm glad I wasn't the only one who thought so.

theMerciless1 · 07-13-2006, 11:46 AM

dear themerciless1,

lately i have been looking at your cock while you shower and i am impressed. despite a little bit of a curve it is quite handsome. If you ever feel like getting a handjob, which i know you do, just ask and i'll take care of you. In other news, you need to do something about the hair on your sholders.

Ironic Mustache · 07-13-2006, 11:58 AM

Frog slipper! Frog slipper!

theMerciless1 · 07-13-2006, 12:35 PM

ak is the only one who has it now

Ironic Mustache · 07-13-2006, 02:35 PM

Stingy bastard, he out of anyone should know that sharing is caring.

Mr. Blonde · 07-13-2006, 03:18 PM

what is this frog slipper business about.

Ironic Mustache · 07-13-2006, 03:38 PM

Only the single sweetest picture ever taken (other than the picture of me and Turbo).

Repugnant Abomination · 07-13-2006, 05:37 PM

More sweet than me wearing three party hats while playing the violin and pouting? :-o

Ironic Mustache · 07-13-2006, 06:29 PM

Ooooh, that's a close one. I haven't rocked a party hat in a while... I may need to stop by the local party store and stock up.

Repugnant Abomination · 07-13-2006, 07:01 PM

I have my top of the line party hats on display.

theMerciless1 · 07-14-2006, 10:26 AM

blonde, the frog slipper is a pic of me sprawled out on my bed naked holding a frog slipper over my junk, posing sexily.

i used to send it to everyone on my contacts list randomly, actually, my brother might have it because he has my old phone.

Repugnant Abomination · 07-19-2006, 10:59 PM

Aaaaaaah yes, the frog slipper pic...It kept me warm during all those cold winter Oregon nights.

12-16-2003, 05:02 AM	#76 (permalink)
Percipere'Chan Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: My Machine Posts: 460 Internets: -238	Percipere’Chan- You knew it was coming. Did what you could to fan the flames. I guess you thought you really needed to test yourself. Do you know what you think you know? Or are you just full of shit? So tonight you all duked it out. Got together, let your tempers flare, cooled them down, talked rationally, appealed to something beyond reason, and searched for truth. Yeah, so you’ve realized you’re an arrogant son of a bitch. And while you're harboring all these ideas of how you think the world needs to change, you loose sight of living the life you have. I can tell you how to make up for being such an arrogant bastard though. Keep what you’ve learned tonight with you for a very long time to come. Remember. There’s plenty enough that you don’t know. Lighten up. If you can do something about it, do it. If you can’t, let it go. While you try to do good, keep in mind that there are some things that you’ll just be wrong about, no matter how hard you try to understand. Don't let it get to you. Because the important thing, is to make sure that you enjoy what you have... -yourself
	Dead, death, grim on a pale horse, empty, hollow, inanimate, fataled, black curtained, annihilated.

12-30-2003, 02:37 AM	#78 (permalink)
Percipere'Chan Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2003 Location: My Machine Posts: 460 Internets: -238	p'Chan- By sheer force of will, doubt less. Let go your ego. Say "Yes", not "How?". ie- ask not for 'whom the bell tolls'. remember? "it tolls for thee". Your head will feel much better after you stop running into that brick wall. Remember why you're here to begin with. Dare to: Ask Her Out, Be Yourself, and Pursue Your Dreams. And although you're a bigger TOOL than anyone you know... Don't beat yourself up over it. There are always plenty of much more qualified people around willing to do that for you. *Let them*. and Face it like a Man. There's no faster or more solid way toward maturity. and, LIGHTEN THE FUCK UP. Or your entire life will pass you by. -yourself.
	Dead, death, grim on a pale horse, empty, hollow, inanimate, fataled, black curtained, annihilated.

12-30-2003, 04:16 PM	#79 (permalink)
Titan Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,698 Internets: 10	Blah- Blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah. BLAH BLAH! ...blah... blah blah blah... bllaaaaah. ...Blah! Blah! Blah blah, blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah; blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah, blah, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. -Blah
	I do what the fuck I want.

12-31-2003, 06:12 AM	#81 (permalink)
Titan Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,698 Internets: 10	Blah -- Blah blahs blah. Blah blah blahing. -- Blah
	I do what the fuck I want.

01-02-2004, 08:02 AM	#83 (permalink)
Titan Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,698 Internets: 10	Blahee.
	I do what the fuck I want.

12-24-2003, 02:30 AM	#77 (permalink)
Combat Chuck Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 2,063 Internets: 10	Combat. You've been trying to get yourself to write this for awhile, but you never feel as if you get it all, or get it all right. Stop trying....and just do. Stop saying "I'm going to" and do. There are so many things that you are capable of, but your will to do them isn't as strong. Don't ride upon what you feel like doing at the time. Get things accomplished, for when you look back, you're going to see something that fills you with pride, not regret. And make sure that when you do do those things, do them to the best of your abilities. You can't ride on talent for the rest of your life. Expound upon your abilities. Better yourself. Spend more time training. Spend more time making sure that you are sure of yourself. Prepare. Don't walk into something feeling as if you could do better. There's no time to look back after that. Thanks for cherishing your family. It's okay to miss them. And as much as you may wonder, your parents really do mean the world to you. So do your siblings. The world is a better place because they exist. Let them know that. Gain control. Control over your mouth, your mannerisms, your mind. Then maybe you'll feel as if you know what you're doing once in a while. You know what? You're going to be 20 years old? Do you feel like it? No. In fact, you feel younger than most of your peers. Age has nothing to do with it. Maturity does. Grow up a little. It doesn't pay to be haphazardly joking around most of the time. You do have a serious side. But most of all, show your maturation in the decisions that you make. Don't come off as the one who isn't dependable. You do have responsibility, now shoulder it and for once in your life, maybe you'll be looked up to. You aren't a dim bulb, but there is so much out in the world that you don't know. Work on that. And don't learn more about comics. Or movies. Or music. Learn more about something you wish you knew. Take advice to heart. Use criticsm to your advantage. But don't feel as if you need to adjust your life around other people's suggestions all the time. Trust yourself as well. Stop feeling as though you need to be acknowledged, or the center of attention. It's nice to step back and fade out sometimes. Stop examining and tearing apart the little things. It's not worth it. When you examine, you come to conclusions that never even existed in the first place. Care more. Don't use the phrase "I Don't Care" when you do care. Alright, well, I know you'll agree with me. You're a hypocrite. You really do believe in the Lord, but.....does it show? Nope. Fix it. I know you find it hard because it's much much easier to just let it all slide, but the thing is, you never ever know when you're gonna die, and the consequences of death are far greater than someone thinking less of you. Clean it up bud. Clean it up. Never be ashamed of who you are, or where you have come from. You certainly don't live the lifestyle that you want, but what you have is still more than others. Don't be embarrassed about your house, or your clothes, or the fact that you don't feel as privileged as other people. In the long run, those things don't matter at all. Stop feeling as inadequate as you do sometimes. Make sure you say "I'm going make it better" more than you say "It's not good enough". You can't be good at everything. And things can't come easy all the time. This goes in concordance with your whole "hone the skills thing". Most of all, be as honest and trustworthy of a person that you can be. Be dependable. Be as good of a friend as your friends are to you. You really are a neat kid. Signed, Chuck [ December 23, 2003, 11:55 PM: Message edited by: Combat Chuck ]

12-31-2003, 03:58 AM	#80 (permalink)
Combat Chuck Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 2,063 Internets: 10	Titan -- The jokes old. Keep it going. -- Chuck

01-02-2004, 04:29 AM	#82 (permalink)
Combat Chuck Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 2,063 Internets: 10	Thankee.

01-03-2004, 04:35 AM	#84 (permalink)
StabMaster Arson Roscoe P. Coldchain Join Date: Feb 2002 Location: Stabbin Cabin Posts: 2,759 Internets: 1425	Titan is deteriorating into a rubber ducky-like state. His posts may be pointless, but at least they're annoying.
	LEGALIZE CRIME!

01-03-2004, 07:25 AM	#85 (permalink)
Titan Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,698 Internets: 10	Blah blah blahing blah blah blah blahy-blah blah. Blah blahs blah blah blahless, blah blah blah blah're blahing.
	I do what the fuck I want.

07-11-2006, 12:47 AM	#86 (permalink)
Mr. Blonde Spice Master Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 17,969 Internets: 284106	I miss this nubblies.
	Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. ― Terence McKenna

07-11-2006, 11:30 AM	#87 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	I didn't read through the entire 4 pages, but did pliedes really make that post without any ridicule? I mean seriously. "You're a romantic. Not hopeless, as there is hope for you," Where I come from, that's like asking for an Adida to be stuffed in your port hole with extreme prejudice. Dear Ironic Mustache: Whattup playa? Hows work man? Sweet. So what's up for tonight? Bitches, 40s' and if the mood strikes us, perhaps a little agrivated assault. Excellent, the standard tuesday. You're so money Ironice Mustache. You're so money and you don't even know it. Luckily everyone else is here to remind you. Well I'll let you get back to work. Make that money mustache, but don't let the money make you. IM
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 12:18 AM	#88 (permalink)
Repugnant Abomination Almost there... Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts: 5,979 Internets: 164547	This is SO gay! Lmao!!

07-13-2006, 11:12 AM	#89 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	I'm glad I wasn't the only one who thought so.
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 11:46 AM	#90 (permalink)
theMerciless1 Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Location: ming\'s palace Posts: 1,495 Internets: 412	dear themerciless1, lately i have been looking at your cock while you shower and i am impressed. despite a little bit of a curve it is quite handsome. If you ever feel like getting a handjob, which i know you do, just ask and i'll take care of you. In other news, you need to do something about the hair on your sholders.
	i who have nothing but the comfort of my sins

07-13-2006, 11:58 AM	#91 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	Frog slipper! Frog slipper!
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 12:35 PM	#92 (permalink)
theMerciless1 Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Location: ming\'s palace Posts: 1,495 Internets: 412	ak is the only one who has it now
	i who have nothing but the comfort of my sins

07-13-2006, 02:35 PM	#93 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	Stingy bastard, he out of anyone should know that sharing is caring.
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 03:18 PM	#94 (permalink)
Mr. Blonde Spice Master Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 17,969 Internets: 284106	what is this frog slipper business about.
	Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing. ― Terence McKenna

07-13-2006, 03:38 PM	#95 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	Only the single sweetest picture ever taken (other than the picture of me and Turbo).
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 05:37 PM	#96 (permalink)
Repugnant Abomination Almost there... Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts: 5,979 Internets: 164547	More sweet than me wearing three party hats while playing the violin and pouting? :-o

07-13-2006, 06:29 PM	#97 (permalink)
Ironic Mustache G'd up from the feet up. Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Cali Posts: 7,146 Supreme Emperor of the Jiu Jitsu Shit Forum?: Yes Internets: 114735	Ooooh, that's a close one. I haven't rocked a party hat in a while... I may need to stop by the local party store and stock up.
	Creeping around as I please nonchalantly like any other Supreme Emperor might.

07-13-2006, 07:01 PM	#98 (permalink)
Repugnant Abomination Almost there... Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts: 5,979 Internets: 164547	I have my top of the line party hats on display.

07-14-2006, 10:26 AM	#99 (permalink)
theMerciless1 Senior Member Join Date: May 2005 Location: ming\'s palace Posts: 1,495 Internets: 412	blonde, the frog slipper is a pic of me sprawled out on my bed naked holding a frog slipper over my junk, posing sexily. i used to send it to everyone on my contacts list randomly, actually, my brother might have it because he has my old phone.
	i who have nothing but the comfort of my sins

07-19-2006, 10:59 PM	#100 (permalink)
Repugnant Abomination Almost there... Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts: 5,979 Internets: 164547	Aaaaaaah yes, the frog slipper pic...It kept me warm during all those cold winter Oregon nights.