K, lol.
Sorry friend, I have too many guilt issues with spending a lot of time responding to deep armchair philosophical points when I barely

have enough money to eat (ironically enough, now that I type it.) Just trying to focus on job search lately so not trying to ignore on purpose.
Should have at least included an explanation. That book
IS what I have to say about your post.
I'm not going to participate in trying to define God, until we at least address that it's a very popular question and well-studied beyond your 5x7 Nubblies post.
Huxley wrote a lot of amazing fiction but also some interesting nonfiction, the most famous being
The Doors of Perception That book I posted about the "Perennial" philosophy, which is the "Always been since human history" philosophy, the one that, despite all the intellectual arguments and advances and rationalism etc. --- this is his compiled comparative religious experiences (as a reporter, as a scientist, like William James), all having to do with "Spirit", "The One", "The Universe", "Atman", or, my least favorite term, God.
This is why I thought you may find it interesting. By reading it, you will come to a greater understanding of all the different definitions of "Spirit" by a bona-fide literary genius, and thus develop a stronger foundation of ideas (the paths of which have been laid down for you) for you to build your own ideas on. I'm not finished with it yet, either.