Small Confession of the Day

[AcTivE]

Yea...I don't think I'd actually ever stab someone. I have however carried a knife w/me before, I guess with the half ass idea that I would stab someone if I needed to.

So I decided to google about it real quick, and see if there are any quick tips I could pick up. I mean..might as well, if I'm going to stick one in my pocket, I might at well be able to kno how to whip it out and take care of business or "close" as the website I was reading described.

After reading though, I decided I definitely never ever would. I guess I hadn't really thought about it much, but after having it on the mind for more than 10 sec, I realized it really wouldn't be a good thing at all. If you do stab someone..you better be ready to fuck them up..or so I've learned.. and thats just a lil too intense for me.

Something I've read, that's given me confidence though... is it says the person that you do NOT want to fight, is the one that will do anything to get away. I'll find and quote, because I'll fuck it up for sure.

"The truth is, it is incredibly difficult to "corner" someone who is determined to leave. Basically because he will use your face as traction or squirt through the smallest of holes. However, if the person's desire not to engage in physical violence is stronger than his desire to leave, it is very easy to corner someone. If you ask any experienced LEO, corrections officer or mental ward orderly which they would rather face, a person who wants to fight them, or someone who will climb over them to escape, to a man they will tell you the former. They know the latter will hurt them more and be harder to defeat. That's because that person is fully committed to a course of action. Whereas a person who has allowed themselves to be "cornered" will still be of a divided heart and therefore not able to fight at full capacity. And that is exactly what it will take in order to survive such a "no win" situation that they have put themselves into."

which I realize is very true. Someone little can turn into a demon if they really need to. Especially if the attacker is drunk..shouldn't be a big enough deal to have to stab them.

But, I was thinking also that I want to travel. I think then it becomes a different story. Foreigners aren't as real people as Americans...so I'd prob be alright with stabbing some of them.