![]() |
|
|
#6 (permalink) | ||||
|
Spice Master
Join Date: Jan 2004
Posts: 17,969
Internets: 284106
|
Quote:
I was booted in my home parking space, not booted in a public space where I had an expired meter. This tells me they prowl around checking license plates (as cops do with profiling and warrants, an incredibly ethically fucked-up practice that is widespread practiced). Your Confucius-like-attitude with obeying laws and deeming them as "automatically just and to be followed" has always perplexed me. I don't know your history of fuckery, but I was brought up, (with a few members of this board), constantly causing trouble and mischief in my little town, just because there was nothing left to do. As an adult, this can translate quite well to the intelligent and social-justice-minded. I know you are probably a "good citizen", Repug, but I hope that as your life goes on you begin to sway further away from being muzzled by the government, and perhaps return to your roots as a true journalist -- perhaps displaying a bit of civil disobedience for once in your life. Read Walden, Read Civil Disobedience, read anything and everything throughout history about people going to prison or being executed simply for peacefully disagreeing.... Quote:
If I can't remove the boot, it will be towed by tomorrow, at which point it will no longer really be a problem of mine. I'll notify the bank that I can no longer take payments, that the City of Denver has impounded it, that I'm not planning on making any more payments, and I'll let them sort it out. There's literally nothing they can do -- summon me to court? all I have to do is tell the truth --- "I'm too poor and couldn't make the payments", bring my bank information, and that's that. I'm not sure we're at the point in society for imprisoning people for not possessing enough money yet. I wish you could view this as liberating as I do.It's important for me to let you know on a personal level how much loss I have experienced over the past couple of years. Our experiences after returning from teaching in Asia could not be any more different, and the formative effects of this are apparent here. I know you have experienced great loss as well, but the kind of loss I have experienced is the kind of loss where I have lost so many opportunities to even create the kinds of attachment where I can even enjoy the pre-loss joy of said lost person/object. I have, ultimately, lost the fundamental ability to form the kinds of attachments that lead to the consequences of loss, a consistent feeling that I can only describe as being that of a living ghost. Between consistent health problems that constantly remind me of my own mortality, between constant depression, between having no financial resources to fall back on, on top of being a very good and loyal worker who has tried very hard to "fit in" to society, all failing miserably, I wish that you would look at my behavior and what I'm going through in life not as a direct contrast or challenge to you, but a series of unfortunate events that, perhaps, had I better guidance or other circumstances in life, I may have avoided. But as it stands, this is my situation. You know I'm intelligent, you know I mean well, and you know I'm not an "intentional" deviant. My biggest problem, admittedly, is my stubbornness and my oppositional defiance. That's part of who I am, and it's the part of my I actually admire the most -- no matter how much suffering it has brought me. Because no matter how much I have lost, I have always stayed loyal to myself. Because of how much I have lost, I have also gained an incredible amount of freedom. It's difficult for me right now because I have the choice to express this newfound freedom in several different ways --- and "fighting the system", is one of the best ways I can think of, with my education and intimate knowledge of the justice system. I have spent a lot more time around police and authority figures than you have (i'm guessing), and because of the turns my life has taken, I have also spent a great deal of time around "the poor" and "meek" of society -- those continually victimized, beyond their control, by figures of authority. These are also some of the most kind-hearted, caring, loving individuals I have ever met, despite all the drug problems, tattoos, and past criminal behavior these individuals have been involved with. Quote:
In summation, just try to have fun with it. I really don't have a lot to lose, Repug, and the "crimes" I am committing and plan to commit are on the level of Bansky and the civil disobedient of our society. That's what I mean by not playing by the rules, I guess --- I'm just not going to follow laws I deem are unjust anymore, and on top of that, have decided to become an active agent AGAINST these unjust laws. I am in the unique position of having nothing to lose but my freedom, which is what I am planning on expressing to the fullest amount until it is taken away from me. Life means different things to you and me. I don't like being told what to do, ever, unless i'm asked nicely or paid for it. I ESPECIALLY don't like being told what to do by faceless, cowardly, hidden sneaksters who don't directly confront me, face to face, about issues that need to be settled. I would rather fight back however possible and lose rather than not fight at all. In another time in history, I probably would have been killed a long time ago. But we live in 2014 and I'm taking full advantage of the fact I probably won't be killed for fucking with the government a little. In fact, since we all have to die, being assassinated by a government would be one of my most preferred ways of leaving this Earth. This goes back to that thread with DH. It's not about winning or losing. It's about not giving up, it's about not even caring about the outcome, as long as you do SOMETHING about it. Plus, honestly, what else am I going to do with my life at this point? As far as I can see it society has given me no other choice but to become a public nuisance, and at this point, I'll gladly take on that role. Society as we know it WILL change, drastically, over the next few decades, and I plan on being very involved in that change in whatever way possible. It's just my destiny, man. I don't know what else to tell you. Quote:
| ||||
|
Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behavior and information processing.
― Terence McKenna Last edited by Mr. Blonde; 08-15-2014 at 05:41 PM. |
|||||
|
|
|
| Bookmarks |
|
|
Similar Threads
|
||||
| Thread | Thread Starter | Forum | Replies | Last Post |
| I don't mean to brag, I don't mean to boast, but ADAM YAUCH IS FUCKING DEAD | Mr. Blonde | News | 3 | 05-05-2012 11:18 PM |
| Dirty Fucking Jersey | malice | Shit Talking Central | 22 | 02-16-2010 05:39 PM |
| Co-fucking-mmercials | Orgazmo | Rants | 7 | 11-04-2004 11:26 PM |
| Deep Kick vs BigDongedHoe | Ugly Bastard | Shit Talking Central | 142 | 11-09-2003 05:20 PM |