Small Confession of the Day

[malibu]

Yes, BDH... I'm still in Warsaw. I go to college online so that way I can still work and make some money.
SCOTD: I procrastinate on my assignments way too often.

[farawayfromhere]

I have found I have no inner motivation. Talking with other people who are more productive than me is nearly the only thing that gets me inspired.

[malibu]

Sometimes I feel like I'm doing everything all wrong, like if I don't do something to change my situation I'm going to end up unhappy for the rest of my life. Other times I feel like this is right where I'm supposed to be. Confusion doesn't even describe a feeling like this, I'd say more like insanity.

[THEINCREDIBLEdork]

Originally Posted by malibu

Confusion doesn't even describe a feeling like this.

yes it does

[Mr. Blonde]

lol. Yeah malibu. get out of indiana. I think that's what that feeling is. Also, get out of your 3+ year relationship; you're too young to get married it's retarded

[SittinOnDubsWGW]

I chose Greeks Pizza over hooking up with a solid 9 while at BSU.

I try not to drink and drive anymore, that went out the window while back at Muncie.

[malibu]

I hate girls that have babies and then still live like they're 16 year old party-girls. Isn't a child supposed to change your whole life instead of you dumping your kids off on other people? If they aren't ready to have kids, then they shouldn't, that's what birth control's for. They decide it's okay if they get pregnant, but then they aren't really ready to be parents because they can't even really take care of themselves. Why is it so hard to wait until you're ready to bring a child into the world before you do?

And as for marriage Blonde, not an issue... I tell my boyfriend all the time that I could never marry him anyways. He's a year younger than me and the age difference is way too extreme at this point to expect things to last forever. I won't be wearing a ring until I'm at least 25.

[Beebs]

A single year is too extreme?

[Mr. Blonde]

25 is reasonable I guess, although if I do get married, a possibility which I stray from more and more every day, it won't be until i'm at least 30. I'd like to continue having sex during at least my mid-20's thank you very much.

I agree with you on the baby thing. I have this thing with girls who have babies....they're pretty much damaged goods. That's honestly how I see them. That' might change over time, just like how when we're all in highschool or whatever if a girl isn't a virgin then she's a slut, and now I could give a fuck less how many guys a girl has slept with as long as she gives it up.

It's weird how I see it...women who are married and have kids I see as okay, women who aren't I don't. I just see that they fucked up and should have been smarter about their choice in a mate, or, as you said, should have been on BC or gotten an abortion. And I subsequently can't take them seriously and no matter how hot or cool they are (there are several go-go dancers out here who i've been talking to for a while who are hot as fuck but have kids and also dance practically naked at nightclubs every night...not exactly gf material), I still seem them as someone I could never date. Maybe fuck around with, but I have a feeling that if I take these girls out they might not give it up as they've already seen the consequences of careless fucking, combined with the fact that they have a kid and are getting older and are probably looking for a serious mate and someone to take care of their goddamn kid, which I would probably never do.

You're exactly right Malibu, they keep the kid thinking they want to be responsible and adult like and that abortion is wrong, yet they haven't grown up yet at all, and still party all the time.


As for your boyfriend, while i'm still against marriage altogether, Beebs is kinda right, a year isn't really that extreme at all. If you think that he's young and immature and you think you'd rather eventually marry an older guy, then what the fuck are you doing in this relationship? Honestly I don't think relationships are worth being in unless you can sincerely see yourself marrying that person someday, or you're in it just because you're getting crazy sex like all of the time, neither of which seem to be you.

[SittinOnDubsWGW]

Originally Posted by Mr. Blonde

I have this thing with girls who have babies....they're pretty much damaged goods. That's honestly how I see them. That' might change over time, just like how when we're all in highschool or whatever if a girl isn't a virgin then she's a slut, and now I could give a fuck less how many guys a girl has slept with as long as she gives it up....
Maybe fuck around with, but I have a feeling that if I take these girls out they might not give it up as they've already seen the consequences of careless fucking, combined with the fact that they have a kid and are getting older and are probably looking for a serious mate and someone to take care of their goddamn kid, which I would probably never do.

They don't see the error of their ways of "careless fucking." Chicks that have kids and still go out and party on the regular are still the easiest ones to take home.

Honestly I don't think relationships are worth being in unless you can sincerely see yourself marrying that person someday.

Welcome to my day to day dilemma, the whole "do i EVER want to get married and/or have kids."

[malibu]

I'm stubborn and I have never been very good at hurting people I guess. I have a tendency to place others' feelings before my own.
Too extreme? no not at all, as a matter of fact we got into a fight just yesterday b/c I told him I didn't want to be with him anymore, but then he always makes me feel bad. He doesn't have anything really without me because his mom uses him, etc. and so I crumble under pressure and give him another chance. It's not like a douche bag or something, he's a sweet guy and all that, but he's just got a lot of catching up to do on his maturity level. Plus, he never wants to do anything hardly. I'm not necessarily a party girl, but I am only 20 years old and I want to be able to act like other girls my age, classy girls my age that is. Plus, I'll be 21 in January, he won't be 21 until February of the next year. He's trying to say that on my 21st that he doesn't want me to go out to the bar, but I decided when I was 18 that I was going to Pierre's for my 21st birthday no matter what so too bad for him I guess. I'm in college, he didn't graduate high school, he wants to get a GED and all that, but can't seem to find a job (or doesn't really try). But I stay because I have no one else really either. My friends all have kids of their own including Silver and Cold whom I no longer see anyways, plus they all still seem to act like they're 16 for some reason and I like to think that I'm better than that lifestyle now. I carry myself in a different manner I guess you could say because I have more respect for myself than that. I learned a lot at a young age about who I didn't want to be and that separated me from just about every person I associated myself with. Now I'm stuck at my Mom and Dad's house, although I did just get a really good job which I start on May 5, so hopefully that will change, but I think that is what is going to turn the tables for me. I really appreciate the advice guys because girls always give me shitty advice like "you need to be single because we found you a new boyfriend" which makes no sense at all... single= no significant other, not dumping one for another. That's what the Confessional is for though right, we've put it to good use.

[Mr. Blonde]

First off, dump your boyfriend. Seriously. You just admitted you'r only staying with him because he makes you feel bad...I mean seriously? Dude obviously isn't going anywhere he doesn't even have a highschool diploma. Ever stop to think that he might be dragging/slowing you down? Also I don't want to hear the "i don't have anybody" excuse, that's never a good enough reason not to do anything. Learn to be truly independent and only than can ayou be free to do whatever the fuck you want, which is awesome.

Secondly, holy shit you're not even 21? Definitely the youngest one here. I'm not sure if getting life advice is such a good idea from the Nubblies crew...a bunch of perverse, bitter, fucked up dudes.

[Cocktooth]

Originally Posted by malibu

I'm in college, he didn't graduate high school, he wants to get a GED and all that, but can't seem to find a job (or doesn't really try)

At least you found yourself a winner with some innititive in life!!

[Mr. Blonde]

Originally Posted by farawayfromhere

I have found I have no inner motivation. Talking with other people who are more productive than me is nearly the only thing that gets me inspired.

Why? What do you define as motivation or more productive than you for that matter?

[Cocktooth]

Originally Posted by farawayfromhere

I have found I have no inner motivation. Talking with other people who are more productive than me is nearly the only thing that gets me inspired.

Try getting the Rocky Story Soundtrack. That pretty much motivates me in all that I do in life. When I play poker, that is what I am rocking out to on my portable CD player. Oh yeah, no Ipod for me!

[ninjaface]

What you need is a montage.

YouTube - Rocky Team America Montage

YouTube - Rocky Team America Montage

[Cocktooth]

I hope you go to hell for posting that. NEVER EVER disrespect the greatest movie ever made, Rocky IV. A complete fucking bad move on your part. Karma will find you and take care of you. I hope it is the ghost of Apollo Creed too.

[malibu]

I'm no longer turned on by my boyfriend. I can't even stand it so I only do it like once a month. When I do, I have to keep my eyes closed and pretend he's someone else, otherwise I just get pissed and tell him to stop. I can't wait 'til my money starts rollin in from this new job and I can get a car so that I can have my own way around instead of relying on him.

[Cocktooth]

Why wait?? Just come seek me out, and I can take care of you within 20 minutes. It seems like you need some pleasure, and I can provide that. I guess his Fast an Furious ride just doens't cut it anymore huh?

[ninjaface]

Sex for transportation, eh? If you traded sex for transportation and actually got anywhere other than Warsaw you'd be a hitch hiker. So I'm not sure what that makes you.

[Cocktooth]

Originally Posted by ninjaface

Sex for transportation, eh? If you traded sex for transportation and actually got anywhere other than Warsaw you'd be a hitch hiker. So I'm not sure what that makes you.

You have no idea what it means to be Fast and Furious. The guys gather themselves downtown Warsaw and wait for that public intox call. After that, it's straight drag racing down 15. You have no clue.

[malibu]

Not having a ride to my new job where I can make some damn good money doesn't sound too appealing. If he won't get a job for himself then at least he can take me to work... I love that car though, it's got a V8 that makes me want to cream my pants. May not be the nicest car ever but I love when that engine roars. His ride's cuttin it, just ridin him isn't. God I'm so terrible, although everything I say on here I've said to him at least three times. With that said, if your girlfriend's ever being a serious bitch to you all the time, it's most likely because she's trying to get you to break up with her because she'll feel bad if she does it to you.

[vaga1220 *]

All woman are prostitutes.

[malibu]

Don't you wish?

[Mr. Blonde]

Originally Posted by Shaw

You have no idea what it means to be Fast and Furious. The guys gather themselves downtown Warsaw and wait for that public intox call. After that, it's straight drag racing down 15. You have no clue.

LOL